Bold what’s true about you

You just learned a bit about me:

I am a cuddler.
I am a morning person.
I am an only child.
I am currently in my pajamas.
I am currently pregnant.
I am left handed.
I am a little shy around the opposite gender at first.
I bite my nails.
I can be paranoid at times.
I enjoy country music.
I enjoy smoothies.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I have a car.
I have/had a hard time paying attention at school.
I have a hidden talent.
I have a pet.
I have a tendency to fall for the “wrong” guy/girl.
I have all my grandparents.
I have been to another country.
I have been told that I have an unusual sense of humor.
I have or had broken a bone.
I have caller I.D. on my phone.
I have bathed someone.
I have changed a diaper.
I have changed a lot over the past year. 
I have friends who have never seen my natural hair colour.
I have had major/minor surgery.
I have killed another person.
I have had my hair cut within the last week.
I have mood swings.
I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
I have rejected someone before.
I like the taste of blood.
I love Michael Jackson. like****
I love sleeping.
I love to shop.
I own 100 CDs or more.
I own and use a library card.
I read books for pleasure in my spare time. 
I sleep a lot during the day.
I watch soap operas on a regular basis.
I work at a job that I enjoy.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I am currently wearing socks.
I am tired.
I love to paint/draw/sketch/sculpt.
I consume at least one alcoholic drink every month.

I have/had:

Graduated high school.
Smoked cigarettes.
Ridden every ride at an amusement park.
Collected something really stupid.
Gone to a concert.
Helped someone.
Spun turn tables.
Watched four movies in one night.
Been broken up with.
Taken a college level course.
Been in a car accident.
Been in a tornado.
Watched someone die.
Been to a funeral.
Burned yourself.
Ran a marathon.
Your parents got divorced.
Cried yourself to sleep.
Spent over $200 in one day.
Cheated on someone.
Been cheated on.
Written a 10 page letter.
Had a best friend.
Lost someone you loved.
Skipped school.
Gotten in trouble for something you didn’t do.
Stolen books from the library.
Been in a mental hospital. 
Watched the “Harry Potter” movies.
Fired a gun.
Been in a school play.
Been fired from a job.
Taken a lie detector test.
Swam with dolphins.
Attempted suicide.
Written poetry.
Read more than 20 books a year.
Gone to Europe.
Loved someone you couldn’t have.
Used a colouring book over age 12.
Had surgery.
Had stitches.
Taken a taxi.
Had more than 5 online conversations going at once.
Had a hamster.
Dyed your hair.
Had something pierced.
Gotten straight A’s.
Your parents sent you to a shrink.
Been handcuffed.


My hair is naturally the color:

Light brown
Medium brown
Dark brown
Blonde
Black
Dirty blonde
Strawberry blonde/Ginger
Multicoloured


My eyes are:

Brown
Blue/Grey
Green
Hazel
Light brown
A combination of things

I am:

Male
Female
Other


People sometimes label me as:

Slut
Girly
Ugly
Nerd
Other


Some of my biggest fears are:

Spiders/other insects
Dying
Doctor/Dentist appointments
Hospitals
Needles
Disease
Being alone in the dark
Heights
Small spaces
Oceans/large bodies of water
Holes
Large animals
Small animals
Open spaces
Lightning


I have:

A friend with benefits
A laptop in my room 
A television in my room
Good grades
My own car
Married parents

....

Sometimes you go on living life like its a roller coaster, and you are so frikking happy to be on this ride, even though you don't know how long it is going to last or how steady your feet will be at the end of it.

You look at your side and see your co-rider. This is a stranger and not your oldest and trustiest friend. You have shared the ride and sat along with them and laughed and hooted, but you are not sure as soon as the end comes, they will just jump off the wagon and go or if they will lend you a helping hand to steady your step.

And towards the end you realize all these, or start thinking of all these, and the fun of the ride is replaced with this dark cold dread, and you don't know what to do with it.

The uncertainty sometimes paralyses you. Makes you doubt life. And friends. And if these people are friends.

What to do? To get on the ride or watch on the sidelines?
Question.

In Love..

With this song..

And Rihanna. Spirited woman, though i think she has masochistic tendencies, which is not bad for some people, but not for me. [I mean, Chris Brown? Seriously?]

Apna Sapna Money Money

Last night I had this horrible dream.
I the dream, I was in my own family, but instead of a brother, I had a brother and a sister. In the dream, we are very rich with big fortune. So, with the fortune, mom gave her share to my brother and dad gave his' to my sister. And I was feeling a lot jealous and sorry for myself. I was angry at my parents and not fond of my bro.
Then I woke up. Upset.
Then I realised that how fortunate I am that I have a really loving family and a very much loved brother and absolutely ZERO FORTUNE.

True story.

Boy Crush

Sadly, it has got nothing to do with the impending wedding or the fiance.
Its this Boy.

These are the almost bad ones.
Google Harry Styles and be amazed at the good ones.

Yes, he is legal. Barely.
Though no need to worry.
Its more maternal than eternal.
And its more antics, nature and the personality than the pop star.
Its really Old Lady Love.
And I am hooked.

Oh.
Their music is nice too. Check One Direction.
Its Pathetic to like Teen pop when you are near the age that shall not be named.
But, screw norms, i like teen pop!
This would be my favorite song.
Enjoy!

Adios!